... that's not the way to going!
It's been almost exactly 2 years (2017) since the machete pain suddenly hit my back. 3 years since I lost my hearing (2016), was placed on prednisone for the first time and discovered I had adrenal Insufficiency. 4 years since the CDIFF superbug landed me in the hospital (2015) followed by a microbiome transplant at Harborview that cured me, but changed my body forever. 6 years since the divorce was final (2013). Nearly 8 years since the TBI that changed everything (2011), and the day I learned my husband didn't love me anymore. Almost 11 years since the life threatening birth of my daughter (2008)...
I could go on but I won't. It's been a decade of learning!
And after all of this, today I came to an important awareness, which I will share.
Im whole exactly as I am.
Im not trying to get back to something I was before this latest fiasco with my health.
Im moving forward into the unknown of healing.
May God lead the way.
Not my will, but thine.
Amen.
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