Today's journey....quite simple really....quit coffee and drop the prednisone by another 5mg. Note that every 5mg drop is the equivalent of an entire human replacement dose of steroid for people without functioning adrenals.
The good news is that my BP is coming down. My heart rate is a runaway train tho...and we are watching it. And I'm still swollen like the blueberry girl on Willy Wonka....that'll go down soon. But this is the mess of transformation. Through this experience, i have learned to be REAL in ways i never thought possible. And I've learned to rely on the movement of God to power my ministry, instead of the driving will that taps into my life force- that was my old way as a CEO. And I've learned that even in the midst of their own suffering, my homeless friends want to make sure that I'm ok....think about that for a moment.....such GRACE. i may not always like the way i learn...but I'm willing....because this is the Call.