Saturday, September 16, 2017

May We All Become Prophets

My prayer today is that we stop thinking of prophets as rarities, and instead begin to consider the idea that we all can become prophetic.

From Fr. Richard Rohr this morning....on what it means to be a prophet:

"First, a prophet is someone who listens attentively to the word of God, a contemplative, a mystic who hears God and takes God at God’s word, and then goes into the world to tell the world God’s message. So a prophet speaks God’s message fearlessly, publicly, without compromise, despite the times, whether fair or foul.

Second, morning, noon, and night, the prophet is centered on God. The prophet does not do his or her own will or speak his or her own message. The prophet does God’s will and speaks God’s message...In the process, the prophet tells us who God is and what God wants, and thus who we are and how we can become fully human.
Third, a prophet interprets the signs of the times. The prophet is concerned with the world, here and now, in the daily events of the whole human race, not just our little backyard or some ineffable hereafter. The prophet sees the big picture—war, starvation, poverty, corporate greed, nationalism, systemic violence, nuclear weapons, and environmental destruction. The prophet interprets these current realities through God’s eyes, not through the eyes of analysts or pundits or Pentagon press spokespeople. The prophet tells us God’s take on what’s happening.
Fourth, a prophet takes sides [the “bias toward the bottom” or the “preferential option for the poor”]. A prophet stands in solidarity with the poor, the powerless, and the marginalized. . . . A prophet becomes a voice for the voiceless. Indeed, a prophet is the voice of a voiceless God.
Fifth, all the prophets of the Hebrew Bible are concerned with one main question: justice and peace. They call people to act justly and create a new world of social and economic justice, which will be the basis for a new world of peace. Justice and peace, they learned, are at the heart of God; God wants justice and peace here on earth now. And the prophet won’t shy away from telling us that if we want a spiritual life, we must work for justice and peace.
Sixth, prophets simultaneously announce and denounce. They announce God’s reign of justice and peace and publicly denounce the world’s regimes of injustice and war. Like Martin Luther King, Jr., they hold high the alternatives of nonviolence and disarmament and lay low the obsolete ways of violence and weapons."

Amen.

A Bedrock of Hope and Peace


Yesterday my bad ass nun spiritual director came to visit to me in the hospital, and she gave me the prayer of Jesus in Gethsemane... I said WHY ME while laughing of course. Her response was, "Why not you??"


"My father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from me semicolon yet not what I want but what you want."

"My father, if this cannot pass until I drink it, your will be done."


And it was then that Jesus was taken into the hands of those that would ultimately arrest torture and crucify him.


Powerful modeling of what it means to have one's will fully intact with a natural hope for peace and ease.... yet total simultaneous surrender to the will of God even if it means enduring a seemingly horrible outcome.....and yet it is that very outcome (crucifixion and resurrection) that saves Humanity.

I suppose this is why Kierkegaard said that the gospel is not a happy and easy thing to preach on Sundays. It should offend and scare us... and yet show us a loving path that brings an unshakable bedrock of hope and peace.




This is what I'm mindful of today.

Saturday, September 9, 2017

Can Anyone Paint?

"All you do is splatter paint on a canvas. Anyone can do that. You should call your art 'the emperor has no clothes'..."  

That's what someone said when he recently looked at this painting. My response was simple...

"Cataclysm"
Heather Thompson, Blue Phoenix Art


It's true. Anyone CAN splatter paint on a canvas. I suppose the question lies in the INTENT behind the splattering. In my case, there are no accidents in any painting - every splatter holds hidden meaning and conveys an aspect of my deeply personal transformative journey. I communicate via a complex language of color. 

I am among those who believe that anyone can express themselves through the innate creative talents that we all hold within us. I know this because an "island of genius" (referencing book by Darold Treffert) opened up in me in the wake of a traumatic brain injury 6 years ago. This is what it means to be an acquired savant.

That being said, what comes out of our creative center- the island of genius in all of us- is far from a haphazard mess of paint on a canvas, it holds meaning, and that is precisely what makes it ART.

Why I'm Daring to Love My Chronically Ill Body



Published in The Mighty

https://themighty.com/2017/09/loving-my-ill-body/

My body is what it is at the moment. Finding acceptance, even love, for this swollen and unrecognizable body is downright bold in a culture that fears extra weight – perhaps more than we fear illness.

I already have several conditions that challenge my body, including adrenal insufficiency, dysautonomia, migraine, and hypopituitarism… with an anorexic history. And now I’m dealing with something undiagnosed so I’m on steroids for acute pain, which means extra swelling. So be it!

I’ve decided to love and embrace my body. Over the last week, I bought new clothes that fit. When I wear them, I feel cute! But more importantly, I feel enthusiastic about getting dressed because the outfits are comfortable and just my size.

When it feels difficult to love my cushingoid cheeks, swollen neck and protruding stomach… I’m daring to love all of me. Even when I feel judged and misunderstood, I’m daring to give myself the love I used to crave from others. And when I feel unlovable, or afraid that people will walk away, I’m choosing to turn away from isolation and allow the love of friends and family into my vulnerable heart.

Through love and vulnerability I have found a bedrock of strength. And truthfully, I feel deeply loved – maybe even the most loved I’ve ever felt in my life.

Wednesday, September 6, 2017

New Art! "Cataclysm"

"Cataclysm"
Part of the Series: "She Begins"
Acrylic on Canvas
24 x 48


Blue Diamonds for a Blue Phoenix

Many of you know that I have wanted a blue phoenix tattoo, a very large one, for quite some time. Blue phoenix is the name of my art studio, so it holds special meaning for me on many different levels. The blue signifies calm, compassion, tranquility, and the Yin of water. The Phoenix represents Yang, fire, transformation, the chinese feminine, resurrection, and Ascension.

My immune system is not in a place to tolerate the addition of a tattoo at this point in my life. So for my 41st birthday I bought this banded ring of blue diamonds. It's not meant to be fancy... afterall I got it on clearance at Kohl's... but it does carry significance for me. This ring signifies a time in my life where I am embracing yin and yang as represented by the Blue Phoenix. It is a symbolic band that captures the love that I have cultivated for my self and my body on this journey toward wholeness.

Friday, September 1, 2017

NEW ART! Series - "She Begins"

New art as a part of the series "She Begins"...Here are a few of the pieces that I have created in the last few weeks. More to come!

"Flowing Mountain 1" 12 x 12

"Flowing Mountain 2" 12 x 12

"Green Fire" 30 x 30

"She Walks" 24 x 48

"THREE" 24 x 36

"Eagle with Wings Open"
Two Pieces
12 x 12 each

"Bleeding Edge" 24 x 48

"Cultivating Zhi" 24 x 48

"Dynamic Chaos" 20 x 20

"Brain" 12 x 12

"Blood" 12 x 12

"Lung" 12 x 12