This new brand of IVIG is so much better. I'm having fewer side effects, and I don't feel the constant anaphylaxis. Dare I say that I actually feel good today?
I'm in a big healing process. People talk about fighting disease. With me, there's nothing to fight....just malfunctioning systems that need repair. It's taken me a long time to get to this point, and the walk out will likely take just as long.
I could so easily become depressed and apathetic, but that's not what I feel. When I pause and check in with my body, I feel hope. Beneath the exhaustion, fear, and struggle is the strong drumbeat of my warrior spirit. And it is from that place that I say YES to God.
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