I'm becoming aware of the road that lies before me. It's not about getting back to where I was. No, this has been more akin to the head injury I sustained in 2011. I have transformed again, and I have come to accept this new normal. This body is beautifully imperfect. This soul carries a connection to God that I never could have imagined, and im at peace in my contemplative monastic life.
And yet the time has come to begin walking my body through the phases of healing. It feels daunting. Im choosing to focus on the present moment. I am at peace in this moment. God, how can I serve your will in this moment?
I would welcome prayers for healing and for Gods will in my life.